[Verse 1] Dm Dsus4 Dm F I try to stop all these gay thoughts and feelings Dm Dsus4 Dm F I don't know where they come from Dm Dsus4 Dm F Oh all of these gay thoughts I've had trouble concealing Dm Dsus4 Dm F since I was fairly young Bb C I tell them I love you I don't want to lose you Dm Dsus Dm Dm Dsus4 Dm but they don't mind Bb C I hardly believe me I always deceive me Dm Dsus4 Dm Dm Dsus4 Dm time after time [Chorus] Dm Dsus4 Dm F Part of it's nature the other part seems darker Dm Dsus4 Dm F Don't know what to blame it on Bb C Try to control my behavior but this is so much harder Dm Dsus4 Dm When I'm far away from home [Verse 2] Bb C I tell them I love you I don't want to lose you Dm Dsus Dm Dm Dsus4 Dm but they don't mind Bb C I hardly believe me I always deceive me Dm Dsus4 Dm Dm Dsus4 Dm time after time [Bridge] Dm C Gay thoughts again, they fill with every drink Dm C Gay thoughts again, consuming everything Dm C Gay thoughts are mine, but they don't feel like me Dm C these thoughts are somebody I don't want to be [Verse 3] Bb C I tell them I love you I don't want to lose you Dm Dsus Dm Dm Dsus4 Dm but they don't mind Bb C I hardly believe me I always deceive me Dm Dsus4 Dm Dm Dsus4 Dm time after time [Chorus] Dm Dsus4 Dm F Part of it's nature the other part seems darker Dm Dsus4 Dm F Don't know what to blame it on Bb C Try to control my behavior but this is so much harder Dm Dsus4 Dm When I'm far away from home [Verse 4] Bb C I tell them I love you I don't want to lose you Dm Dsus Dm Dm Dsus4 Dm but they don't mind Bb C I hardly believe me I always deceive me Dm Dsus4 Dm Dm Dsus4 Dm time after time Dm Dsus4 Dm F I try to stop all these gay thoughts and feelings Dm Dsus4 Dm F I don't know where they come from Dm Dsus4 Dm F Oh all of these gay thoughts I've had trouble concealing Dm Dsus4 Dm F since I was fairly young Bb C I tell them I love you I don't want to lose you Dm Dsus Dm Dm Dsus4 Dm but they don't mind Bb C I hardly believe me I always deceive me Dm Dsus4 Dm Dm Dsus4 Dm time after time