[Verse]
C
I love to sleep, cause I pretend that I'm dead
E
But I hate waking up cause it's hard to forget
Am F G
That I've lost all control of this life that I've held so dear.
C
And I wait for the bus but I'm not on the bench,
E
I'm just spread across the ground making friends with cement,
Am F G
Hoping that the bus won't miss me when it comes my way.
[Chorus]
Am
Well I made a few jokes but they said they weren't funny.
F
I tried to force a smile but they said it was ugly.
C G
I tried to make a friend but no one was a friend to me.
Am
Poured my heart to a girl and it went on the floor,
F
And I asked her what she wanted and she said she wanted more.
C G
I tried to find a lover, all I found was an enemy.
[Verse]
C
Well I stand in front of the mirror and look at myself.
E
And I don't make a sound but my eyes scream out help
Am
And I start to struggle to hold myself back,
F G
From thrusting my head straight through the fucking glass
C
And I'm tired of falling for girls that don't care,
E
And breaking my back to try to make them aware
Am
That I'm more than depressed and their time won't be wasted
F G
But I am just a broken boy that no one wants to play with.
[Chorus]
Am
Now I'm lost in this hole and I'm sure I am stuck
F
And I can't run away 'cause I'm lazy as fuck.
C
So I sit on the floor as I gather my thoughts
G
And they're full of broken promises that only piss me off.
Am
Well I lost control when I was only a boy,
F
The world taught me angst when I deserved joy.
C
Now I'm breaking down as I struggle to breathe,
G
Cause I believe in a god who won't believe in me.
[Verse]
C
Well I stand in front of the mirror and look at myself.
E
And I don't make a sound but my eyes scream out help
Am
And I start to struggle to hold myself back,
F G
From thrusting my head straight through the fucking glass
C
And I'm tired of falling for girls that don't care,
E
And breaking my back to try to make them aware
Am
That I'm more than depressed and their time won't be wasted
F G C
But I am just a broken boy that no one wants to play with.
