Tune 1/2 step down [Verse] C I love to sleep cause I pretend that I'm dead, E But I hate waking up cause it's hard to forget, Am F G That I've lost all control of this life I've held so dear. C And I wait for the bus but I'm not on the bench, E I'm just spread across the ground making friends with cement, Am F G And I hope the bus won't miss me when it comes my way. Am Well I made a few jokes but they said they weren't funny, F I tried to force a smile but they said it was ugly, C G I tried to make a friend but no one was a friend to me. Am Poured my heart to a girl and it went on the floor, F I asked her what she wanted and she said she wanted more, C G I tried to find a lover, all I found was an enemy. [Chorus] C I stand in front of the mirror and look at myself, E I don't make a sound by my eyes scream out help, Am And I start to struggle to hold myself back, F G From thrusting my head straight through the fucking glass. C And I'm tired of falling for girls that don't care, E And breaking my back to try to make them aware, Am That I'm more than depressed, and there time won't be wasted, F G But I am just a broken boy that no one wants to play with. C E Am F G [Verse] C Now I'm lost in this hole and I'm sure I am stuck, E And I can't run away cause I'm lazy as fuck. Am So I sit on the floor and gather my thoughts, F And they're full of broken promises that only piss me off. Am Well I lost control when I only a boy, F The world taught me angst when I deserved joy. Am Now I'm breaking down as I struggle to breath, C G Cause I believe in a god who won't believe in me. C E Am F G [Chorus] C I stand in front of the mirror and look at myself, E I don't make a sound by my eyes scream out help, Am And I start to struggle to hold myself back, F G From thrusting my head straight through the fucking glass. C And I'm tired of falling for girls that don't care, E And breaking my back to try to make them aware, Am That I'm more than depressed, and there time won't be wasted, F G G But I am just a broken boy that no one wants to play with.