tuning: standard, CAPO 1st fret intro: C Am7 F C Am7 F can't find the forest C Am7 F too stuck on the trees C Am7 F but now you're invested, C so i'm left pretending Am7 F it's all i can see C Am7 F i asked for a window C Am7 F to open my cell C Am7 F you came as kaleidoscopes C climbing, colliding Am7 F you came as yourself Dm Am whether i'm ready G Dm is not up to me Am we go where we're ordered G to bunker or beach Dm G to the close of creation C Am7 F as shells and stories C Am7 F C Am7 F a spiral staircase C Am7 F Astoria, Queens C Am7 F i claimed you while conscious C got sleepy, forgetful, Am7 F and left you in dreams Dm Am you folded your leg G Dm right foot to left knee Am you laughed at my back G Dm said you couldn't believe G how violent I could be just brushing my teeth (this part is hard to figure out give me feedback if you can) F Dm Am F Dm Am F Dm G C Am7 F drove from the service C Am7 F spent in my seat C Am7 F my woman beside me C a clutch of hydrangeas Am7 F a strange sort of peace C Am7 F in loss, i'm made certain C Am7 F unveiled clarity C Am7 F it's you i will marry C my lover, my family Am7 F you always will be Dm Am but every word G Dm seemed too small to speak Am so we watched the sky reach G Dm ambivalent peaks G we made our projections present and free C Am7 F (x4)