[Intro] E [Verse] E I didn’t know that he got in a car crash Abm We could have been friends, could have got married A Could have had grandkids, sent them to college Abm Or at least attended each other’s weddings. E I didn’t know that you stayed home for hours Abm Calling his parents asking for answers A Skipping your prom night, crying and praying Abm Up to a God that you never believed in. [Chorus] E Meghan held your body Abm While you were sobbing at the party A And I couldn’t leave the kitchen Abm I ingested too much poison [Verse] E I wanted to tell you I know how it feels when Abm The people you love just start disappearing A Ashamed that you took their presence for granted Abm But I didn’t want to seem condescending E I didn’t know that you’d relive the moment Abm The doctor came out with a frown and a clipboard A And you wandered home with no ride feeling stupid Abm That you thought that this was a regular visit [Chorus] E Meghan held your body Abm While you were sobbing at the party A And I couldn’t help from staring Abm And creating extra tension E Meghan held your body Abm While you were sobbing at the party A And I couldn’t leave the kitchen Abm I ingested too much poison [Bridge] Dbm Were you supposed to not go to college? A Stay in your mom’s house on the computer Abm Googling grief cures, talking to no one B Waiting for life to start feeling better A Waiting for pain to not be a constant B Waiting to feel like anyone’s honest Dbm Waiting for me to stop being sarcastic F#m Because I can’t accept (because I can’t accept) Because I can’t accept all the bad things that happen [Chorus] E Oh, I swear I’m sorry Abm That I saw you at the party A That I stood there saying nothing Abm While you wept before your new friends Dbm Oh, I’m serious, I’m sorry A Oh, I’m serious, I’m sorry [Outro] E Abm A Abm (x2) E
