Intro
C G Am F x2
D G
I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted
D G
I thought about our last kiss, how it felt the way you tasted
Bm G
And even though your friends tell me you're doing fine
C G
I walked to the door with you, the air was cold
Am F
But something about it felt like home somehow, and I,
C G
Left my scarf there at your sisters house
Bm G
Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?
Bm G
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?
C G
Oh your sweet disposition and my wide eyed gaze
Am F
We're singing in the car getting lost upstate
C G
The autumn leaves falling down like pieces into place
Am F
And I can picture it after all these days
C G
And I know it's long gone and, and magics not here no more
Am G F G Am G
And I might be okay but I'm not fine at all
D A
I remember the day you told me you were leaving
Bm G
I remember the make-up running down your face
G Am F
I was there, I remember it all too well
D A
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Bm G
Like every single wish we ever made
D A
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
Bm G
And forget about the stupid little things
D A
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
Bm G
And the memories I never can escape
G
'Cause I'm not fine at all
C G
And I know it's long gone and it was nothing else I could do
Am G F G Am G
And I forget about you long enough to forget why I needed too
Bm G
And all my friends keep asking why I'm not around
C G
Cause here we are again in the middle of the night
Am F
We dance around the kitchen in the refrigerator light
Bm G
It's like we never happened, was it just a lie?
Bm G
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?
G
'Cause I'm not fine at all
D A
I remember the day you told me you were leaving
Bm G
I remember the make-up running down your face
C G Am F G
C G
And maybe we got lost in translation maybe I asked for too much
Am F
But maybe this thing was a masterpiece 'til you tore it all up
C G Am F
Running scared, I was there, I remember it all too well
D A
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Bm G
Like every single wish we ever made
C G
Hey you call me up again just to break me like a promise
Am F
So casually cruel in the name of being honest
C G
I'm a crumpled up piece of paper lyin' here
Am F C G Am F
Cause I remember it all all all too well
D G
'Cause I'm not fine at all
G D G
No, I'm really not fine at all
Bm G
Tell me this is just a dream
G D
'Cause I'm really not fine at all
C G
Time won't fly it's like I'm paralyzed by it
Am F
I'd like to be my old self again but I'm still tryin' to find it
C G
After plaid shirt days and nights when you made me your own
Am F
Now you mail back my things and I walk home alone
C G
But you keep my old scarf from that very first week
Am F
Cause it reminds you of innocence and it smells like me
C G Am F
You cant get rid of it cause you remember it all too well yeah
C G
Wind in my hair, you were there, you remember it oh
Am F
Down the stairs, you were there, you remember it all
C G Am F
It was rare, I was there, I remember it all too well
