[intro/verse] e|---------------------------------------------------------------------------| B|---------------------------------------------------------------------------| G|---------------------------------------------------------------------------| D|----11-------11--------7-------7--------6----------------------------------| A|-9--------0---------5-------0-------4--------------------------------------| E|---------------------------------------------------------------------------| [chorus]basically the screaming part e|---------------------------------------------------------------------------| B|---------------------------------------------------------------------------| G|---------------------------------------------------------------------------| D|-11--11--7--7--------------------------------------------------------------| A|--9---0---5--0-------------------------------------------------------------| E|---------------------------------------------------------------------------| or it could all be played on A and E instead of D and A [lyrics] [verse] thought cycle gusty a mind filled with hot air must i care for nothing more than myself do i dare admit the fraught thoughts cavorting resorting inner directed mourning for the fart of me that was selfless but left without a warning well that's what i said but maybe its the fact that i detest this obsession with myself that's a mess inside my head oh shit i'm doing it again repelling any potential friend revealing my innate ability to never fully comprehend anything bigger than myself but in the end i still pretend condescending anyone polite enough to choose to misspend their time watching me as i achieve my secret social mission to drain people with my boring stories and opinions to see the bigger picture takes intelligence and wisdom but i wont see nothing more than myself in my vision [chorus] [verse] i go outside a blitz of faces unwilling to admit to any empathy endlessly incessantly decling any pleasantries heavily breathing socially teething i'm open like a vivisection intense tendency to dwell seething over missed connections infected by my perceptions that i'm a non entity project my insecurity until intensity is weaponry grieving a heavenly fiction i perceived whilst i was dreaming awoke freezing wheezing fundamentally i'm still believing that his is an elegy for concepts i conceived in deep sleep as i helplessly watch them fade whilst i awake i try and keep them alive incomparable with life but eventually they die and the brain i used to cultivate reveals my lovers were a lie [chorus] [verse] when inside my mind i find a way to replicate reality through lucid dreaming i decimate the limitations of actuality capacity practically eternal mortality external no god but i investigate the blasphemous worship of the nocturnal internally existing without mortality creates profanities without travesty and compared to the apathy of realness i reveal my own insanity the majesty of fantasy projects me from tragedy normalities effects traject the agony of rationality which thankfully peretateds with no avail to my unreality an elaborately designed privately owned spiral galaxy financially i'm failing naturally decaying soon i'll have no safe place to sleep if these bills still need paying displaying craving with open eyes for something mind expanding for when i drift away i see totality of understanding
