Why Is It So Hard To Change

[Verse]

            Dm
Shut your mouth
                 C
I don't like the sound of what's coming out
            Dm
Close your eyes
                    F                     Gm     F       Bb
Don't have this conversation while you're pissed off and high
            Dm
You already know
           C
Painfully aware of just letting go
        Dm
Blurry eyes
                     F             Gm      Am    Bb
It's hard enough to leave but you insisted on goodbye


[Chorus]

Dm         Bb             Dm
I'll never know what I'm leaving
           Bb        C
What am I throwing away?
Dm      Bb             Dm
I wanna grow but I'm sinking
          Bb           F
Why is it so hard to change?


[Verse]

         Dm
Now I'm gone
                   C
The leaving is the easy part of moving on
         Dm
Empty knives
                 F                 Gm       F      Bb
Nameless lovers leave with one more piece of me each time
                  Dm
What am I headed towards
                                                         C
Falling through distorted floors of more than what I can bare to ignore but I'm not scared anymore
          Dm
Feel this rush when I get what I always wanted before
          F                    Gm    Am     Bb
But can I trust myself to ever stop needing more?


[Chorus]

Dm         Bb             Dm
I'll never know what I'm leaving
           Bb        C
What am I throwing away?
Dm      Bb             Dm
I wanna grow but I'm sinking
          Bb           F
Why is it so hard to change?


[Outro]

(Dm    Bb) x8