Just the basic chords Tuning half step down [Intro] D#|---------|---------|---------| A#|-9------9|^7------7|^5-------| F#|---------|---------|---------| C#|---------|---------|---------| G#|---------|---------|---------| D#|---------|---------|---------| [Verse 1] C#m A I'm heartsick and well rehearsed E D# Highly decorated with a badge that reads "It could be worse" C#m A So prideful I choose to live in disguise E D# With a levee set for my heavy eyes [Chorus] E C#m I apologize for the grief A E When you'd refuse to eat C#m I didn't know just what to say A While watching you wither away [Verse 2] C#m A I'm homesick and living in the past E D# Seemingly unfazed and strong if anyone asks C#m A I'm keeping up appereances with white lies E D# With a levee set for my heavy eyes [Chorus] E C#m I apologize for the grief A E When you'd talk about belief C#m I didn't know just what to say A While watching you wither away [Interlude] E It was time this whole time E We can't undo or rewind E Just a simple conversation about nothing much at all A Couldn't keep me in the room, I just kept walking down the hall E But now I understand just what a fool I'd been A No matter what the context, I won't have that time again (and I live with that) [Chorus] E C#m I took inventory of what I took for granted A E And I ended up with more than I imagined C#m I've kept it bottled up and to myself in the cellar A E Kept for my everchanging mental health