This is just picked through out the whole song. Over and over again e|------------------------------------------------------------------------| b|------------------------------------------------------------------------| g|---0---0---0---0---0---0---0---0---0---0---0---0---0---0---0---0--------| d|------------------------------------------------------------------------| a|-----------------3---3---3---3---2---2---2---2---3---3---3---3----------| e|-3---3---3---3----------------------------------------------------------| The first part of the song is sung... BBQ food is good you invite me out to eat it i should, go but i'm feeling kinda nervous and not quite myself so im running late on purpose and i know this won't help how things have become between us but if i go you'll give me help and that i don't know how to fix it is making me unwell But, i arrive at your house but you've just got up and you are wearing a towel and your eyes look dark i help to dry your body and i see your cut so i give you a plaster and we cover it up i say have you been crying and you say shut up so we sit in the garden and touch grass with our hands The sun is going down now and it's been okay you tell me all the things you did while i was away, (The rest of the song is spoken....) and this worries me some what you say your fine Listen, can you hear it? if you speak, will i feel it? will it hurt? and i knew it i dont know? I dont know how all people haven't got mental health problems thinking is one of those stressful things i've ever come across and not being able to articulate what i want to say drives me crazy i think i should try and read more books and learn some new words my sister used to read the dictionary, i'm going to start with that i'd like to travel i want to see india and the pyramids, a whale and that race with all bycicles in France i'm not sure about rivers they scare me but i love swimming i'm good at it when i swim i think about numbers, i count the laps when i was younger i saw a house burnt down and i walked past it everyday for the next years derelict black chalky and dangerous i wondered if squatters lived there. still not sure but i know there were not any parties coz they were shit after a while the council got round to tidying up the town making it less offensive here there they say it was an eye sore so they tore it down behind the house there was a wall with a few bits of crappy graffiti and the word cunt on it in giant letters and now i walked pass that i like sitting in the park and i like walking through it i like taking my dogs there and friends and i like being alone i like flowers and simplicity i like compassion and thoughtful gifts i like being able to shout but i wish i could be quiet when i'm quiet people think i'm sad. and usually i am sometimes when i'm at a busy train station somewhere big with noisy trains like kings cross i feel like putting down my bags and shouting out because i have something to say don't you want to share the guilt? don't think just try and sleep basically just listen to the song and you will get it :) x
